Today was such an amazing day. I honestly cried endless tears when I was reading updates from both Twitter and Tumblr of Kyu’s FM. Even though I hope I was there, I’m not going to be hating on the fact that I wasn’t. It’s just an amazing sight to see all five of you were together, five forever as one. It was just so bittersweet.

It’s been two years, since we saw you altogether. I’m glad that I waited, that my faith never wavered, because I knew that you will stand up onstage again, together. Although your comeback might not be as soon as I hoped, I’m still glad. Glad that you all went to Kyu’s FM.

Hyun Joong, I love you. I really do. You’re the dorky, 4D leader of SS501. Even though you were so tired, you went to Kyu’s FM. You must be so tired, after arriving in Incheon Airport you headed straight there. You’re my ultimate bias, and I’m proud to say it. Please don’t stress out yourself, and look out for everyone, because you’re the leader. I was so nervous that you wouldn’t show up, but you did. When I saw the update, I was on the verge of collapsing because my dream came true. Thanks for reassuring that SS501 isn’t disbanded, and told us to wait. It just made me really happy.

Young Saeng, you went to the fanmeet in your stage clothes. The friendship you have with Kyu is amazing, and what’s even more amazing is that you are both in the same company. KyuSaeng forever. You’ve grown, and damn you’re getting better with age. I’m always looking forward to what kind of concept you’re bringing to us, and they never fail to disappoint. I was hoping for your arrival the most, since you had to get from Inkigayo all the way to Kyu’s fanmeet, which is like, an hour away? Otter, I just love you.

Kyu Jong, you’re our forever center, and you know that. It’s saddening that you are going off to the military, but I’ll wait. Wait for your return. It is you that brought all five together, which is just truly amazing. I’m glad that DSP signed with you and put you with SS501, because without our forever center, it just wouldn’t be the same. I’m really looking forward to the single that you’re coming out with, and I do hope that all the Triple S’ support can help you win. We’re forever your pea princesses, and we’ll be anticipating the day when you come back to us. Your presence is just lovely, and I just can’t imagine SS501 without you.

Jung Min, sexy charisma of SS501. I hate how CNR treated you so badly, I really do hope that you sign with a better company. Nevertheless, even though you couldn’t get onstage, making that pinky promise just fills my heart up. Being there for Kyu, I’m just glad to see you there throughout the whole fanmeet. I just miss your presence, because you haven’t had any new albums out. I was looking forward to seeing you onstage, on Music Core or Inkigayo. I’m sure all Triple S wants that too. Keep on smiling that smile of yours, and I really hope that you won’t let anyone break that smile because you look the best while smiling.

Hyung Jun, forever the baby of SS501. I love how you were there, sitting with Mal supporting Kyu. I also loved the fact that you were wearing a hat to cover your makeup-less face. So cute. We’ll love you even if you didn’t have makeup on, baby. But since you are so conscious of your appearance that doesn’t seem to matter to you.  You’ve grown up a lot ever since debut, and I’ve been hoping for a new album to come out. Are you working on one right now? I want to see you onstage as well. Stay strong, maknae. Jungmin will keep you strong kekeke. I love the fact that your bond with Jungmin is amazing. Tom&Jerry OTP. I wonder when you go to the military, will you grow a lot? At least man up a bit? Hehe I can’t really imagine that because well, you’re the baby.

Double S OhGongIl, you guys were the ones who brought me into the kpop scene and quite frankly, I’m not that much into kpop nowadays. It would be so much better if you all were there together, performing. Even though if you are all doing solo activities, I’m still happy to see you all up onstage. It gives me something to look forward to. All I know is, the Rain Gods are back, even if it was just for a day. It’s a few days away from your 7th anniversary. I can’t believe I’ve been a Triple S for over… how many years? I don’t even know. All I know is, I bleed Pearl Light Green. Forever and ever.

I’ll wait until I can see you all up onstage, live. That day would most likely be the best day of my life. No matter how long I’ll need to wait, I’ll still continue to wait. I’ll continue loving your music, and just listen to it over and over again. Your music helped me last through some tough times, and I’m just emotionally attached. Thank you so much.

Five Forever As One.

June 3, 2012.